Nightmares & Fantasies

I'm smoking bud a lot, tryin' to ease the stress from daily regiments A man can only stay so strong, I try to make the best of it I'm earning every crumb and cent Workin' till it makes me sick A cold world we living in but never will it make me quit So many nightmares they wake me up from deep sleep Lost in this dead zone, I feel alone but I'm at peace My past demons weighing heavy but I won't retreat Rip the veil from my eyes, I finally see the truth of things Portrait of a broken dream, I pick the pieces up and heal In my mind I can't be beat this is the strength of human will Feel the power of your worth and put to bed those false idols Ain't no need to give your life to bullshit, cause time is vital Do the best with what you can, there ain't no reason to give in All they want is your downfall and you can't let them bitches win Keep a grin, no fear to sin, I must do what I need to live Taking drastic measures often, I don't wanna be forgiven It's just another day This life we live is full of problems, Mane we need a break We stress too much, so take a pause And realize you cannot change the way the world goes around We all will deal with hatred Do what you want to simmer down Don't let depression shape you Every night I toss and turn I'll never shake the demons It's seems like things they just get worse but still I find a reason To keep on pushin, grass is greener when you choose feed it I know it's hard but deep inside we all were built with meaning Obsession holds a sacred place within my thoughts of evil The beast he follows me in vein but I'm my brothers keeper I won't forget these lessons learned when I confront my weakness And if I have to go tomorrow I'm okay with leaving If it wasn't for music then I'd be shit Every word that I spit It comes from the bottomless pit of my crooked soul When will I die? I'll never know Im just a cracka from the ville So I'm gon' keep on takin' it slow until my time is over