Can't Be Saved

You 've never lived Unless you got a catalogue of things you wish you never did A massive catalogue... It comes to me uncomfortably, I greet it, lie beneath it. I'll keep my secrets safe, bare lips spit out this stingers taste, Blood covers his face and both hands, must be just over twelve, Suffering that storm tonight is taking me back to them warmer nights Nice when lawful law that frightens you almost took my childish frown Drugs into my system and that lane before the wisdom, I'd inherited, forgotten now, derelict and never lived unless you have a catalogue of things you wished you'd never did. Find me awful calm, greeting old forgotten friends of mine, Walking backwards in through time, when I spit them rhymes to spend some time. Set my phase to wintertime, I sit in pubs and drink my time. Them squinting eyes I'm like 'mind your own'. I spit my mind down microphones. Something in the bend of the breeze, his complaint at large shattered like the feelings I harbour, 'e's going on now. Something in the stench of this, room fills my nose. Now I shrink, 'cause your plan it gets larger but I know. Better yet, let us get, wetter from the ink I spill. Thinking it will drink you in until it sinks or swims or saves me from myself again. My heart's decaying. Fight the feast on which your laughter prey like 'fuck it all' I can't be saved... Ahh, faint traces of days, that tried forgetting me. Dangerous games, I had no idea of what was yet to be. Afraid of no one but here angels fight. Terribly raw all this le'rity war, now where's the rest of me? Oh, I lost my treasure to my treachory. There's no defending me. Loved my best friend into my enemy; questioned me like 'why you vexing me? Just come sit next to me'. Doubted my integrity, and I faced of with the better me. Bethany was screaming now, she told me 'put your weakness down'. Ahead of me was jealousy, trying to take the breath from me. Felt your fevers rise, but fears aside, I wear my tears like diamonds rings, they shine light in the smoke through which your like might swim. Something in the bend of the breeze, his dependant glass shattered like the feelings I harbour, blowing harder. Something in the stench of this, room fills my nose. Now I shrink, 'cause your plan it gets larger but I know. Better yet, let us get, wetter from the ink I spill. Thinking it will drink you in until it sinks or swims. Now save me from myself again. My heart's decaying. Fight the feast on which your laughter prey like 'fuck it all' I can't be saved!! And I really wish I could be, Saved!! But who could save me anyway!? I get deeper in this everyday! There is nothing more than pen to page! And I really wish I could be, Saved!! But who could save me anyway? I get deeper in it everyday Nothing for it, nothing for it. Something in the bend of the breeze hits the pane of glass, shattering the feelings I harbour, going harder. Something in the stench of this, room fills my nose. Now I shrink, 'cause your plan it gets larger but I know. Better yet, let us get, wetter from the ink I spill. Thinking it will drink you in until it sinks or swims. Save me from myself again. My heart's decaying. Fight the feast on which your laughter prey