Lowest Point

I'm on my lowest point, I'm on my lowest point God, I need you more than ever I need to hear your voice I don't know what to say I don't know how to feel I've looked over so many things Can you tell me when I'm gonna heal? I wonder when I'm going to stand up for myself Stand for the things I believe in Who's gonna tell me they love me and mean it? Who can I trust? No one keep any secrets You said I could trust you, I ended up bleeding And you ended up leaving, you ended up leaving No star's gonna shine forever No sky lives without any storm There's always a cloud in the summer Is it love if nobody endures? Is it love when you tell me you love me at night when you want to feel warm? Is it love when I tell you I love you so you don't feel hurt anymore? Is it love if the love ain't the same anymore? There's pain in my chest, it won't leave me alone Didn't need much, just don't leave me alone Cars, planes, and boats, this feeling just don't wanna go Feels like I'm outta control, feel like I'm losing my mind Feels like I'm outta my mind They say time heals everything Feels like I'm outta time, yeah Why is it always me? Why is it always me? Why is it when I'm hurt I send the apology? My heart is my greatest strength Right now it's my greatest weakness The deepest cuts you won't never see Sometimes we don't even see it Sometimes I get in my car just to drive Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive Sometimes I look up to Heaven like, "Is there a ladder to climb?" Put on my forehead, "I'm fine" I don't got too many friends Every day I just sit in my room Some people will knock on my door But I'm sorry, don't got any room People come in, they eventually leave Starting to think that maybe it's me Like maybe this is just all I'ma be Ruin the good thing then put it in music Rewind and repeat This is my lowest point This is my lowest moment There's always remains of the past They live in all of us, every moment Learning to live with them Learning to deal with them Learning you can't just let 'em go Why do things just disappear when you pass a certain road? I wrote you a text, I'm scared to send it Kinda don't want you to read it 'Cause if I send it to you now I know I'ma say I don't mean it, yeah Let me sleep I am tired of my grief Ay, I don't know man, I'm just tired And I would like you If you're not gonna keep promises, don't make some in the first place To love me, to love me, to love me I guess it's always just me in the end, huh? This is the night when these woods sigh Yeah, I don't know, that's it, I'm done