Hell and Back

I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay? Wow, ooh Oh my god, you ser-, you serious but why Brian? You wouldn't understand you're just a kid Then I could try I don't know sometime's it's all too much What is? Life everything just having the gun here Knowing there's a way out, it helps Seeing my fears come alive I feel like I'm dead inside I feel like I'm dead inside I went through hell and back You would never understand You would never understand Getting trapped in yourself I'm screaming, I'm calling for help It's quiet as a mouse in here I just gotta get out of here But I can't and you can't help me If I come back please hold me gently And now I'm Back, I've lived a thousand lives If I die let it please be by your side Seeing my fears come alive I feel like I'm dead inside I feel like I'm dead inside I went through hell and back You would never understand You would never understand Getting trapped in yourself I'm screaming, I'm calling for help It's quiet as a mouse in here I just gotta get out of here But I can't and you can't help me If I come back please hold me gently And now I'm Back, I've lived a thousand lives If I die let it please be by your side