Meltdown

Got a million questions I can't think straight Had too many drinks I can't walk straight It's building up I think this is a meltdown, breakdown I can be your high for the night I I can be so wild like your dreams I'll make you come alive for a little while, while Yeah I promise you it all looks good on paper But I can promise you it's not like that My heart is hurting I don't trust the world I don't understand Who I am to you My heart is hurting I don't trust the world I don't understand Who I am to you Everything is blurry when I'm with you Shit, I just don't want you like I used to This is rough but I can't be your lifeline You're not mine Wanna get me high for the night, I I could let you try, you won't get it right Only feel alive when I'm dreaming, I, I Yeah you love my eyes I do look good in pictures But I keep telling you I'm not like that My heart is hurting I don't trust the world I don't understand Who I am to you My heart is hurting I don't trust the world I don't understand Who I am to you My heart beats faster now I feel this major pressure I can't keep running 'round Tomorrow I'll be better I'm screaming there's no sound This is such a nightmare Strange places all around Hunts me when I'm down My heart is hurting I don't trust the world I don't understand Who I am to you My heart is hurting I don't trust the world I don't understand Who I am to you My heart beats faster now I feel this major pressure I don't understand I can't keep running 'round I'm screaming there's no sound This is such a nightmare (I don't understand) My heart beats faster now (I don't understand) I feel this major pressure I don't understand I can't keep running 'round, running round I'm screaming there's no sound This is such a nightmare