I Have Forgiven Jesus

I was a good kid I wouldn't do you no harm I was a nice kid With a nice paper round Forgive me any pain I may have brung to you With God's help I know I'll always be near to you But Jesus hurt me When he deserted me, but I have forgiven Jesus For all the desire He placed in me when there's nothing I can do with this desire I was a good kid Through hail and snow I'd go just to moon you I carried my heart in my hand Do you understand? Do you understand? But Jesus hurt me When He deserted me, but I have forgiven Jesus For all of the love He placed in me when there's no one I can turn to with this love Monday - humiliation Tuesday - suffocation Wednesday - condescension Thursday - is pathetic By Friday life has killed me By Friday life has killed me Oh pretty one Oh pretty one Why did you give me so much desire When there is nowhere I can go to offload this desire? And why did you give me so much love in a loveless world When there is no one I can turn to To unlock all this love? And why did you stick me in self deprecating bones and skin? Jesus do you hate me? Why did you stick me in self deprecating bones and skin? Do you hate me? Do you hate me? Do you hate me? Do you hate me? Do you hate me?