Get What I Need

It was 30 years ago since we smashed the window Of that northern California house A safety pin in my ear on Cayton's bike Playing Bad Brains fuckin' loud Smoking weed on the streets in the California heat Spray paint on the walls Stealing booze, cracked a tooth, we had nothing else to lose Getting wasted to twist and crawl Someday, you'll find everything'll be alright I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get what I want again Someday, you'll see everything I left behind I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get, to get what I need To get what I need Fade away in my head again Watch the days, the months, the years turn to rust Skies are gray, but will I be okay? Watch the memories I made turn to dust Someday, you'll find everything'll be alright I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get what I want again Someday, you'll see everything I left behind I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get, to get what I need Sometimes, to get what I want, don't get what I need To get what I want, I don't get what I need To get what I want, don't get what I need To get what I want, I don't get what I need Someday, you'll find everything'll be alright I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get what I want again Someday, you'll see everything I left behind I lost myself just to get what I want again Lost myself just to get, to get what I need To get what I need To get what I need To get what I need To get what I need