Psychotic

Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind I don't like the darkness 'Cause it reminds me of myself Lately, I been wishin' I was anybody else And I'm just hashin' it out but you can't really tell Even the voices in my head are telling me to go to hell Wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy Said I'm fine but I just pretend to be And nobody knows what gets to me It's not really just my anxiety It's the way we preach sobriety It's the teachings of society Show your vulnerability I know it's hard, I know it's scary Some burdens you just cannot bury Deep inside a cemetery Or some kind of sanctuary My relationship with God, it varies Maybe it's hereditary Hopefully just temporary But why do I feel secondary? Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind I don't like the darkness 'Cause it reminds me of myself Lately, I been wishin' I was anybody else And I'm just hashin' it out but you can't really tell Even the voices in my head are telling me to go to hell Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind Kickin' it, layin' back Chillin' in a looney bin Locked up in a piggy pen Waitin' 'til the drugs kick in Spongey wungey dungeon Eyes are red and rollie in Crawlin' in my skin again Kickin' it, layin' back Waitin' on the time to pass Caged in like a maniac Feel like an insomniac Locked up like the zodiac Just wait until this beast attacks Mm, mm-mm-mm Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind Why does the darkness feel so familiar? You made me heartless, probably a killer I feel psychotic, you crossed the line Now I take narcotics to ease my mind I don't like the darkness 'Cause it reminds me of myself Lately, I been wishin' I was anybody else And I'm just hashin' it out but you can't really tell Even the voices in my head are telling me to go to hell I don't like the darkness 'Cause it reminds me of myself Lately, I been wishin' I was anybody else And I'm just hashin' it out but you can't really tell Even the voices in my head are telling me to go to hell