Losing My Life

"Do I know you?" "Yes, you do" "This seems so familiar" "You're in a dream" "Who are you?" "I am your reflection, you've been asleep for a very long time" I lay awake every night, looking back on my life Will apologies to the people I love for the things I've done really make it right? I guess it might, just then I realized My past is the reason I'm here right now as a matter of fact, I won't apologize You bitches always pissed 'cause I am constantly changing Think of how far that I've made it from my incarceration, it's amazing, ain't it? But I'm in the zone, I'm a rolling stone, I'm coming home, but I'm not alone Do I really gotta let another motherfucker know? I won't surrender, surrender No, I won't let you bring me down So, where the hell do I go from here? Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone Feels so insincere? Like everyone's out to get me Who will save my life? How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone? Please, don't mind me I just kill myself sometimes "Uh, daddy?" "Yes, honey?" "Why did you go to jail?" "Uh" I'm a lot smarter than you think, everything I did was planned To get you to listen, to get your attention so you post an opinion and it gets me bigger Are you triggered? Haha, figures Here's the kicker, with every trigger, I'm getting richer from offended, bitter, little Twitter bitches all up in my mentions, looking for attention 'cause they're starved of it You wanna call me king of the music scene? I got news for you, I'm the god of it Like the second coming I respawn like I have a reset button, hated more than Trump is Ronnie Radke's back to rapping, acting ratchet, release the Kraken, delete your asses I'm not the rapture, I'm the motherfucking morning after No, I won't surrender, surrender No, I won't let you bring me down So, where the hell do I go from here? Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone Feels so insincere? Like everyone's out to get me Who will save my life? How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone? Please, don't mind me I just kill myself sometimes I need a miracle I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep I need an angel now, that's watching over me If I could just wake up, if I could make you see I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me "Dad, Dad, Dad, wake up" "Ah, fuck, what the.?" "You were having a bad dream" "Where am I? Turn the fucking music off, who the fuck are you?" "I'm your daughter" "Oh, no, no, you're too old to be my daughter, what year is it?" "It's 2033, Dad" "Oh, no, no, it's not, no, no, no, no" "You've been asleep for a very long time" So, where the fuck do I go from here? Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone Feels so insincere? Like everyone's out to get me Who will save my life? How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone? Please, don't mind me 'cause I'm really trying I just kill myself sometimes I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep I need an angel now, that's watching over me If I could just wake up, if I could make you see I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me Who will save my life? How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone? Please, don't mind me I just kill myself sometimes