Drunk II

I've been going out almost every night I've been drinking everything I can get my hands on I pretend I have fun And do you remember the nights I called you up? I was so fucked up I forgot we were broken up I still love you, you stupid fuck You don't look at me You don't talk to me And I know it's 'cause you're weak, baby You feel guilty It's pathetic, mm And everyone says to me "Missy, you're so strong" But what if I don't wanna be? And everyone says to me "Missy, how do you stand?" There's so much you don't see I was getting swept into emptiness I was taking time, I was practicing living with regret Something you're so good at At the end of the night, I am walking home I pretend that I was wet, wanting them No means please stop, I need to be alone And everyone says to me "Missy, you're so strong" But what if I don't want to be? And everyone says to me "Missy, how do you stand?" There's so much you don't see Half pitcher down I drink to drown I am alone Half pitcher down I drink to drown I am alone Half pitcher down (Everyone gather 'round) I drink to drown (I have the answer now) I am alone (I have the answer now) Half pitcher down (Everyone gather 'round) I drink to drown (I have the answer now) I am alone (I have the answer now)