Coldhearted, Lately

I'm a mixed blessing, not the one you think Gotta slow start since I've been dreaming of the finish I'm a big step in the wrong direction Took a chance so slim but we both squeezed in it I say I'm a cold black hole at the heart of yours One that lights your world and ashamed to be it What a foolish way to play and what a foolish thing to say But even if it's laid to waste, it doesn't mean I'd bet we're a case of- I say Whole hearted maybe But I've been Coldhearted lately Whole hearted maybe These dreams blind me And made me coldhearted I'm the reason why The season's decline Not an easy find but we'll lean into it Now I can't quite give loneliness the slip So if it means an effort to ya Then it means I'll do it I say Whole hearted maybe But I've been Coldhearted lately Whole hearted maybe These dreams blind me And made me coldhearted Wave your flag (Cannot see it) Wave your flad (Lean into it) Wave your flag (Move into it) Coldhearted but moving through it Wave your flag (Cannot see it) Wave your flag (Lean into it) Wave your flag (Move into it) Coldhearted but moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Moving through it Whole hearted maybe But I've been Coldhearted lately Whole hearted maybe These dreams blind me And made me coldhearted lately