I've weighed my options
I know how this ends
But I still want what you promised me in my dream
I think you realize I'm blind to your truth
I'll never see as you are
I keep trying to kill the dream,
But it's revived whenever you appear
I'm head over heels with what I hoped would be
I've weighed my options and I'm too sick to let go
I need you to tell me 'no'
I'm sorry for being this way
