Loneliness

Green things all around in here Fan blows ringing in my ear How much time have I spent here? When I look and you appear Things to do I'm not allowed Got a brand new feeling now I think that time is slowing down Things I do and I'm not proud I feel dead Laying in my bed Filling up with dread Getting in my head But somehow I stay I used to look forward to this day Now it's time And I don't think I was ready 'Cause I don't get dressed 'til I'm going out I don't know what I feel stressed about I don't know what I need, I was all wrong 'Cause all I wanted was some loneliness Guess I'll have plenty of it soon Used to think I don't have time for this But now it's all I wanna do All I wanted was some loneliness Guess I'll have plenty of it soon But now you've gone some thousand miles away And I've got nothing left to do Start to think about all our time But now it's gone and I'm losing mine I wish I could have known I was all wrong 'Cause all I wanted was some loneliness Guess I'll have plenty of it soon There's just no way for me without you love And now I realize that it's true All I wanted was some loneliness Guess I'll have plenty of it soon But all the days are filled with loneliness Now you'll have plenty of it, too