For The First Time

I'm trying really hard I'm trying harder than I ever have before Used to think that taking care Of myself would just become a real bore On Friday nights I don't spend Too much time lying on the bathroom floor Like I used to The demons deep inside of me They might've finally been set free And I guess this is what they mean When they say People can change 'Cause I finally feel free I feel like myself again But for the first time I changed the colors of the bedsheets Now they are a pretty pale pink Traded her in for a new girl And she's looking pretty fine But sometimes she don't listen to me And it makes me wanna lose my mind Like you used to I tried to blame it all on you But I know that I'm to blame too And I guess this is what they mean When they say People can change 'Cause I finally feel free I feel like myself again But for the first time I used to think that I would die without you And no offense to you but I'm doing fine too 'Cause finally I'm free I feel like myself again But for the first time And no offense to you but I'm doing fine too But for the first time Yeah, for the first time Yeah, for the first time