Never Happened

Your face is strange Looking rearranged like I'm in a bad dream Wide awake, things I can't erase, this is really happening Had your trust, but I fucked it up and it's all on me Back for a second chance, if you give me a second I've been cold, living life like it never happened Lost inside, tongue tied to these lies For someone you love, you're doing it all wrong I'm telling myself, don't make it a problem I'm carving a hole, so my heart don't get trapped in If you knew it all, we'd never happen But I still want to get it right (We never happened) The truth is like a trigger pulled Bullets fly irreversible When I picture your other life (Where we never happened) It kills me just to think it through You and him and what I'd lose I've been cold, living life like it never happened Why am I so tongue tied to these lies For someone you love, you're doing it all wrong I'm telling myself, don't make it a problem I'm carving a hole, so my heart don't get trapped in If you knew it all, we'd never happen What if we never happened? Damn it hurts to look backwards Yes I know what you should have heard, and what you deserved, if I could hit reverse What if we never happened? If I opened my mouth then All our memories pulled away, it's too much to take, see it all erased What if we never What if we never For someone you love, you're doing it all wrong I'm telling myself, don't make it a problem I'm carving a hole, so my heart don't get trapped in If you knew it all, we'd never happen