Lost On the Way (feat. CRVN)

I took a break and I'm still tired I went away, doesn't feel like it Holding my breath while I kill time Almost like questioning real life Cause after you've done and done it again The result only show on the same side You wonder what's happening Why is it working for others? But I'm only stuck in the struggling, yeah Where does it start and where does it end? Who is an enemy, who is a friend? What is the purpose on working to get Something's that gone when you're turning your head away Life's short, how do I know what is right, wrong? Making moves therefore all I know, would changes things, got high hopes I got lost on the way I can't go back now I got lost on the way I can't go back now I'm sitting for hours just getting it down I'm admitting that I'm overthinking it Wondering if what I'm doing is killing me Never been able to cut out the middle man Thoughts I could never repeat but I know where they're coming from Now look around, all the change they were making And look at the lives they were changing See, I wouldn't change it for anything I've got these people, I'm taking them with me They gave me a reason to wake up, I needed it Now that I've got all these people they're listening When I was dealing with feelings that I couldn't put out To the rest of the world, they stuck by side through the thick of it Yeah, you know who you are, there's no need to mention them I've been my worst fear from the moment I woke up To right here, conversations that give me wrong tears Yeah, I needed to know I belonged here When I looked around everything so clear What I'm doing is coming to life I put in the work and I'm sleeping at night I see how it is goes and we're doing it right I got lost on the way I can't go back now I got lost on the way I can't go back now What I bring to the table's for me and the team What you see's only one percent growing their seed We've got issues in things that you wouldn't believe I've got people that cut me out, they disagree Like my life is a problem they don't want to see When it's nothing to do with them, they up and leave Trying to understand things that they can't seem to keep But I know what I do and I know what I need Any time I made a run for it I'm ending up in the fun of things I've had enough of some people And what they've been telling me What am I chasing and what is ahead of me? Have I been working this hard To be told that I cannot do this Put in everything Every last energy Finding myself 'til I've got it on paper I read it and throw it away And begin it again