Feel Something

I don't know what I'm feelin' these days But I hope it gets better And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade My head's light as a feather And I hope that I feel it Hope I feel something someday A little something at all And I hope that I feel it Hope I feel something someday Something to fix my heart Yuh Sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys And yeah I'll cry, but still smile and say it's fine While my mind leaps to different forms of fuckin' suicide Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key To put down all the drugs, all my demons just face defeat I've got some family whose faces I could never see And even some that soon won't ever fuckin' remember me I don't know what I'm feelin' these days But I hope it gets better And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade My head's light as a feather And I hope that I feel it Hope I feel something someday A little something at all And I hope that I feel it Hope I feel something someday Something to fix my heart