Some Kind of Disaster

I'm a liar, I'm a cynic I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I'm a loser, I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want What are you after? Some kind of disaster? Yeah I woke up from a neverending dream I shut my eyes at seventeen Lost there, a moment inbetween I felt the sun rise up and swallow me, yeah And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want I'm a liar, I'm a cynic I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I'm a loser, I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want So what are you after? Some kind of disaster? I crashed down from a high it felt so real I never knew how much it would hurt to feel You gotta hurt sometimes to learn to heal You gotta get back up and learn to deal And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want I'm a liar, I'm a cynic I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I'm a loser, I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want So what are you after? Some kind of disaster? Well I've sung this song a thousand times I wore the crown, I sold the lie I lived the life and paid for every crime, yeah It's all downhill, still it's a climb Through blood and tears but I don't mind I'll just keep singing on and on and on And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want 'Cause I'm a liar, I'm a cynic I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I'm a loser, I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want Yeah, it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want So what are you after? Some kind of disaster?