Medicated (feat. Obi Ben)

There's a hole in my heart but I'm not dead yet Numb the pain to avoid what's inside my head I can't be alone for another night Just me and my thoughts and I Need something to fix my mind Alone for another night Need something to fix my mind I've never really liked me much Always doubt my stuff Never felt enough I don't know why it hurts but it does To always be high and numb And Medicated Ah ahh Medicated Ah ahh Medicated Ah ahh ah I'm messed up and faded I'm done being medicated There's a future ahead but it's all grey It's all grey So God if you exist can you help me I'm not okay I can't be alone for another night Just me and my thoughts and I Need someone to fix my mind Alone for another night Need someone to fix my mind I've never really liked me much Always doubt my stuff Never felt enough I don't know why it hurts but it does To always be high and numb And Medicated Ah ahh Medicated Ah ahh Medicated Ah ahh ah I'm messed up and faded I'm done being medicated They ain't ever tell you what it's like to grow up Always in a rush yeah I'm in a rut yeah I'm feelin' stuck yeah I'm feelin' numb I wanna go Leave it all behind Yeah I'm sick of being low Throw away the pills I just gotta take control Who am I Yeah I really gotta know Don't wanna lose myself I can't take the pain I'm in a living hell Jaded all the time I wanna change myself Rearrange myself 'Cause I'm way too high and numb And Medicated Ah ahh Medicated Ah ahh Medicated Ah ahh ah I'm messed up and faded I'm done being medicated