Numb (feat. Ralph Castelli)

Where were you, before we met? I've been trying on, the things that you left Make me feel, like a man Like I'm wanted, like I'm wanted again Where were you, were you by yourself? Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else I'm so insecure, nobody knows it but you I wish I was numb, didn't have to show you Oh, I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb Oh, I wish I was numb, didn't have to show you No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I've made Slippin' and fallin' and crawlin' away I'm one to talk, but there's nothin' to say My yesterday was the same as today Without you with me, I'm blowin' my brains out Tripin' tryin' to find a way out Life is so clearly played out Blood in my veins, clip in the K Once I get bangin' I leave 'em decay Truly I feel like my mental is chained Somewhere along the road that I made Diggin' my grave, makin' my bed Run over my body and lay in my head SESH