Volcanic

Was it in a vacuum? Is it that it's only you that runs as deep? Trying to find something to climb that doesn't feel so steep Am I burning us out to keep your interests piqued? Go down with me I have these moments where I panic When I shut down and go manic So eruptive and destructive like within I am volcanic I've a head that won't stop aching And a voice that's tired of breaking And I'd snap myself right out And tell you what it's all about if I knew I'm pushing you to give up And I'm lying about leaking here I don't want to sound ungrateful but I just don't feel like speaking, dear And it's all words and bookmarked lines Leaving us all undermined and wrung out I have these moments where I panic When I shut down and go manic So eruptive and destructive like within I am volcanic I've a head that won't stop aching And a voice that's tired of breaking And I'd snap myself right out And tell you what it's all about if I knew Am I starving you out? Am I starving you out? Am I starving you out? Am I starving you out? Am I starving you out? Am I starving you out?