Float

Fall into the deep end Feeling alive while you fight for your life As you swim back to the beaches Don't be scared of the tide just prepare for the ride As you float, you float, you float I think I'm misunderstood I think I'm just under good I think I'm not so bad Tell me what's wrong with that I think I'm over my head I think I'm over depressed I know I overthink Spending nights over sinks Throw up 'cause I can't find out why I'm sad Everything is bad, but it seems fine No signs of struggle, always neglected Boy in the bubble can't be affected Can't get in trouble, can't get seem to get that If not for trouble, no learning lessons Trying to be subtle, trying to be gentle Physically fit but sick in the mental Fall into the deep end Feeling alive while you fight for your life As you swim back to the beaches Don't be scared of the tide just prepare for the ride As you float, you float, you float I think I'm too insecure I say way too many words I'm used to feeling bad Tell me what's wrong with that I think I'm over my head All of the water is red I know I overthink Scared that I'll go insane Throw up 'cause I can't find out why I'm sad Everything's bad, nothing seems fine Just signs of struggle, always contested Boy in the bubble, popped in a second Always in trouble, can't seem to get that If not for trouble, no learning lessons They like to judge you, they like to mend you They don't know anything that you've been through Fall into the deep end Feeling alive while you fight for your life As you swim back to the beaches Don't be scared of the tide just prepare for the ride As you float, you float, you float You float, you float, you float