Happier

Feels like im spending my whole life Waiting is there something more Feels like I'm happier eyes closed Dreaming than living anymore By now I thought I'd have my shit together By now I thought that I'd be doing better Right now its looking like that might be never Right now its looking like that might be never I thought that I'd be happier Just thought that I'd be happier Didn't think id have it all guess I just thought that I'd be happier im spending money I haven't made yet Tell me I'm important Been faking smiles so long my face Hurts just pretend you feel normal By now I thought I'd have my shit together By now I thought that I'd be doing better Right now its looking like that might be never Right now its looking like that might be never I thought that id be happier just thought that I'd be happier Didn't think id have it all guess I just Thought that I'd be happier I thought that I'd be happier Just thought that I'd be happier I dont even want it all just wanna feel a little happier