Where to Start

I don't know where to start I don't know where to start with you You turn me back into a child Erratic, desperate, sad and wild I'm always settling, caving in, stuck again Breathe it in, fake the win, and break again And I don't know where to start I don't know where to start with you Running your face through ice cold water Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower I read your mind through the flash in your eyes There's nowhere to go, out of reasons to try and I don't know where to start I don't know where to start with you I live for you to tear me apart Relics of a dream survived by you I was mad for it right from the start Suffer in desire when I see you Turn me back into a child Instantaneously riled I was better then, back again, ambien Fuck the win, are you in, are you in? And I don't know where to start I don't know where to start with you Running your face through ice cold water Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower I read your mind through the flash in your eyes There's nowhere to go out of reasons to try and Say it, say it like you mean it Say it, say it Say it, say it like you mean it I don't wanna win, I don't wanna win (say it, say it, say it, say it) I don't wanna win, I dont wanna win (say it, say it, say it, say it) Running your face through ice cold water Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower I read your mind through the flash in your eyes There's nowhere to go out of reasons to try and I don't know where to start I don't know where to start with you I don't know where to start I don't know where to start with you