Nutcase

If I had one wish and one wish only I'd bottle up home and I'd drink it when I'm lonely Solo every night 'til six in the morning If this is paradise I wish somebody warned me Only see my brother every two or three months now Had a lot in common back then, there ain't much now Can't refer to my friends as my friends 'Cause if I was really one I would check up on them I like to think that they proud of me And that they understand what this shit is taking out of me I'm hangin' on by a thread Think I got it all together but I am Still a nutcase, still a psycho Tellin' mama any day I might blow up Stayin' up late, where'd the time go? Still ain't caught a break but I'm like so what? Will my luck change? Fuck if I know If I hear another, no, I might throw up I'm a nutcase, I'm a psycho, I'm a psycho But any day I might blow up Any, any day now, any day, any day Any day now Any, any day now, any day, any day If I used that wish but then I got an extra I'd clip my memories then make a best of Watch my family before it got messed up Seeing them together would be better than the best drugs Told myself when I make it I'll fix that Deep down I know I won't get it back I don't want no money as funny as it sounds If that was gonna fix it it'd done it by now I like to think I'm a sacrifice Just a little longer 'fore I get to live a happy life I'm hangin' on by a thread Think I got it all together but I am Still a nutcase, still a psycho Tellin' mama any day I might blow up Stayin' up late, where'd the time go? Still ain't caught a break but I'm like so what? Will my luck change? Fuck if I know If I hear another, no, I might throw up I'm a nutcase, I'm a psycho, I'm a psycho But any day I might blow up Any, any day now, any day, any day Any day now Any, any day now, any day, any day Any day, any day, any day I might blow up Any day, any day, any day I might blow up