If You Could See Me Now

I've been alone and gone too far For so long I can see what you are And I've been accused of being hard Of hibernating in my yard But if you could see me now You should see me now I got my feet back on the ground You should see me now You should see me now You were always just a bit ahead of me But I was never far behind Though I watched you running I looked the other way But you well you went away But if you could see me now You should see me now I got my feet back on the ground You should see me now You should see me now Craved your initials in my tree But not as deep as you cut me Well I wept at the way you walked out on me I lit cigarettes and cigarettes Lit incense made no sense I laid down on straw and sawdust But if you could see me now You should see me now I got my feet back on the ground I got my right foot out in front of me My head's makin up with my heart There ain't a thing in this world I can't do Without you You should see me now