Lord Forgive Me

Lord forgive me I know I been trippin' I really ain't got nobody to talk to So I hope that you listening 'Cause lately I been all in my feelings Fucking all these women Lately it's been hard for a nigga God I've been sinning Lord forgive me I know I been trippin' I really ain't got nobody to talk to So I hope that you listening I been taking somebody prescriptions I'm starting to think I'm getting addicted 'Cause 3 days without all my Molly My feelings, I'm missing Adderall and henny Lord I hope you hear me Suicide thoughts be running through my mind All of the time, I ain't lying I just be Feeling like if I wasn't here Then everybody else would be fine I swear I don't wanna die But I keep mixing up prescription drugs wit alcohol Lows and highs I'm just trying to change [?] I'm just trying to clear my mind I'm just trying to find the time To get out my feelings And wipe all these tears from my eyes Yeah, percocet had me sleep through the sad feeling Got a check and started fucking these bad bitches Cut them off when I found out the had feelings [?] My ex bitch, I been a savage really No good intentions ain't no love you I'll probably never know how love feels 'Cause everything I gave my heart to Ain't wit now like it wasn't real Really I ain't been a good father figure All the sinning I hope the lord forgive me If you listen to me I hope you all live Derez De'Shon Lord forgive me I know I been trippin' I really ain't got nobody to talk to So I hope that you listening 'Cause lately I been all in my feelings Fucking all these women Lately it's been hard for a nigga God I've been sinning Lord forgive me I know I been trippin' I really ain't got nobody to talk to So I hope that you listening I been taking somebody prescriptions I'm starting to think I'm getting addicted 'Cause 3 days without all my Molly My feelings, I'm missing Adderall and henny Lord I hope you hear me Lately I've been in my feelings Lately I've been poppin' all the prescriptions, yah Lately my lady been trippin' She say I ain't gave her attention, yeah Really [?] I just wanna fuck her, I don't want her though I tell her to leave me, she don't wanna go She don't wanna go She just go in the room and slam her door All these prison letters in these envelopes Nigga counting on me, I can't help em When my kids need me I ain't there Send a couple dollars here and there [?] It ain't registered I been [?] And they Running Running round here stressin'... Yeah Mama you did say there would be says like this But I never thought I'd see it face to face like this Lord I never thought that I would pray like this In the booth confessing sins, I hope you hear me Lord forgive me I know I been trippin' I really ain't got nobody to talk to So I hope that you listening 'Cause lately I been all in my feelings Fucking all these women Lately it's been hard for a nigga God I've been sinning Lord forgive me I know I been trippin' I really ain't got nobody to talk to So I hope that you listening I been taking somebody prescriptions I'm starting to think I'm getting addicted 'Cause 3 days without all my Molly My feelings, I'm missing Adderall and henny Lord I hope you hear me