I hope my car breaks down
So, I can get out
Find a curb and scream
I'm so sorry for everything
I hope, I make you leave
Once, you see the blank side of me
And, my eyes are going green
'Cause, we've lost the crux of everything
And, I tried
Oh God knows, I tried
My cousin died (died)
But, I still feel his arms, when I cry
And, are your arms alright?
What if dying is just driving into light
And, we drive
Oh, we drive
Walk yourself home
Stop retching now
Dry your hair
And, wipe your mouth
Say out loud to yourself
I am clean, I am clean
Make your way home
Make your way out
Use teeth and nails
On your way down
Say out loud to yourself
I am clean
I am clean
You are clean
You are clean
