Water

I drank two liters of water today Hoping it'd make everything go away And i'm drowning in my self deprecation Don't mind me, i just need some patience I hate when things change when i need them to stay Everyone leaves, i don't need this much space One step forwards always leads me to the same place My heartbeats aren't mine anymore Just leave me to lie on my bedroom floor I have too many thoughts but nothing to say And its too much, i don't know how to take it Is it possible to be too hydrated? Saving myself is harder than pretending to be someone else And i feel alone Changing my hair to fill the void for something that isn't there And i'm on my own Being outside is as good as the tv I'm standing in front of you but you can't see me And i'm trying to keep myself afloat But, dude, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna need a bigger boat Cause i'm sinking in all the stupid things i'm thinking And its too much, i don't know how to take it Is it possible to be too hydrated? Saving myself is harder than pretending to be someone else And i feel alone Changing my hair to fill the void for something that isn't there And i'm on my own Saving myself is harder than pretending to be someone else And i feel alone Changing my hair to fill the void for something that isn't there And i'm on my own I drank two liters of water today But it didn't make anything go away And its taking a toll I'm afraid i won't grow old And i feel all of it in my bones And i don't know how long i can let this go on for Maybe i should drink some more water