Pain Shopping

Depression on sale for a limited time You can get it in person or get it online Half of us on a prescription, yeah We tryna feed an addiction, yeah I just wanna fuck my hand up through the wall I need help, no one there to stand up when I call By myself, they just tell me, "Man up," what's the use? So I'm driving to the store, looking for some excuse I'm pain shopping Looking for the proof that I'm still alive I wanna feel something 'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is Nothing, nothing, nothing I feel nothing, nothing, nothing I feel nothing, nothing 'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is This shit is supply and demand, yeah I'm just tryna buy what I can, yeah By the time that I find it's a scam I been getting high by the 'Gram, uh (God damn) I just need a fucking way out 'cause it's colder I'm feeling all this pressure, it's a weight on my shoulder I thought that it would all be great when I'm older I crush this shit up in my molars, full disclosure I'm pain shopping Looking for the proof that I'm still alive I wanna feel something 'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is Nothing, nothing, nothing I feel nothing, nothing, nothing I feel nothing, nothing 'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is Never mind, my heavy mind I'll get in line, I'll get behind And every time I said I'm fine (I said I'm fine) Whatever, I meant never mind Never mind, my heavy mind I'll get in line, I'll get behind And every time I said I'm fine (I said I'm fine) Whatever, I meant never mind Pain shopping Pain shopping