Thank God I'm Alive

I'm learning how to cope With heaven calling you home And we try to be strong With all this going on We'll just try to keep trying, I suppose Confused how to deal with this It's kinda messed if I'm being real with ya And we try to get by, try to get by But it's hard to disguise how we feel But you pray to God in the evening You're grateful that you see another day And even though your heart is grieving Still you bow your head and say "I don't wanna live life jaded Don't wanna waste my time feeling victimized Reminded in my darkest moments To thank God I'm alive" I'm learning how to grieve It's been a couple days since you had to leave And I can't comprehend I won't see you again In this life, in this reality I'm not sure how to deal with this I find it hard trying to find peace with it And thoughts run through my head As we lay you to rest I remember the time when you said To pray to God in the evening Be grateful that I see another day Reminded in my darkest moments To thank God I'm alive Reminded in my darkest moments To thank God I'm Alive, alive, alive, alive, alive Alive, alive, alive, alive, alive Did heaven tell you mom? I'm gonna have a son And I'll be a good dad He'll have love like I had And I promise one day to teach him To never go and live life jaded Don't waste your precious time feeling victimized Remember in your darkest moments To thank God we're alive Alive, alive, alive, alive, alive Thank God I'm Alive, alive, alive, alive, alive I thank God No I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live jaded I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live jaded