Mood Swings

All these mood swings might break me I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing Scared I won't survive I've been losin' sleep now Take my time, I'll try when I fall back I don't know whats goin' on, nah Change my mind, I'll try when I want that Take my time, I'll try when I fall back When my mind goes, I go psycho I won't lie, I been searchin' for somethin' in the dark days Demons comin' closer Try to find myself, I been lookin' for some closure How many times can I try? How many times will I fall again? I don't wanna make no one cry Been hurting myself way too much I don't know if I'm gonna make it I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin' Swear all my life been too complacent Just wanna be happier All these mood swings might break me I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing Scared I won't survive I've been losin' sleep now Take my time, I'll try when I fall back I don't know whats goin' on, nah Change my mind, I'll try when I want that Take my time, I'll try when I fall back Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17 There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D I made a seven figure salary at 23 Still feel like an underdog because the game don't notice me That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that's lost time 'Cause views and interactions never equal a like You know the pain goes on and on, and I still hate myself Relationships fall apart, would never date myself And I been wastin' all my time on people that Don't give me nothin', but all ask for somethin' Nirvana tatted on my arm, "Don't Panic" tatted on my wrist I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did But they're never gonna learn it, I've been workin' since a kid Little Revive' blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist I don't know if I'm gonna make it I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin' Swear all my life been too complacent Just wanna be happier All these mood swings might break me I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing Scared I won't survive I've been losin' sleep now Take my time, I'll try when I fall back I don't know whats goin' on, nah Change my mind, I'll try when I want that Take my time, I'll try when I fall back