Reinvent

I used to pride myself on honesty and being a good friend But now I hate the thought of conversation and having to pretend That I'm interested in what advice you feel the need to offer I don't wanna text you back, stop pretending that you're bothered We used to be good mates but now I can't help but hate The way you use your own experiences to comment on my state You take your high ground, I'll stay low That way I can't hear you moan About the way my actions cause a decrease in your libido If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet Will they ever catch me out? If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet Will it make them stick around? I reinvent myself again I reinvent myself again I met this girl the other day, she drank vodka and water So I ordered a vodka and water, then I threw it back up I met these boys the other night and I think they liked me They made me want to make them like me, but it wasn't enough I often feel sickened by the prospect of flirtation But how else am I meant to gain immediate validation I'd like to think I'm funny, but I'm far too fucked to tell I've had to repeat my name three times, but I think it's going well I reinvent myself again I reinvent myself again If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet Will they ever catch me out? If I reinvent myself for every time I feel I need Are they bored of it by now? I wanted them to be infatuated by me I wanted them to want me here I want to be an actress in a film about deception How easy it can be to earn a drunk stranger's affection I don't wanna be an open book, it's got me in a mess I would rather be a liar, for them to only see my best I reinvent myself again I reinvent myself again I reinvent myself again I reinvent myself again