Breaking Me To Pieces

Yeah It's like I'm sentenced to 25 to life, trapped in my mind I've been hopin' for a sign, prayin' for a sign, tryin' Tryna stay alive but I feel like I'm dyin' Dark clouds around, all the voices stay silent I keep you in my life, but no, it's not because I need you I learned people show you how they feel By how they treat you and mislead you I'm sick of trustin' all these people They can't even look themselves in the mirror 'cause they see-through They say your closest enemies are the people you know They say the pain is necessary, it's the reason we grow They say that love is temporary and one day we let go We eventually move on from all the feelings we show, fuck It feel like it's breaking me to pieces Running out of things and people to believe in It feel like I found all my demons Chasin' all my dreams, yeah It's not what it seems, and it feel like I'm runnin' out of time I just can't decide if I wanna be alive, and it feel like I don't wanna leave, but every day that pass me It's gettin' harder to breathe, and it feel like The ones I needed left me on my own It feel like I'm drivin', swervin', 'bout to lose control It feel like, ayy, maybe I'm just not meant for this place It feel like, uh, I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh) Yeah, drivin' down the interstate E'rybody home asleep, I'm the only one awake Sometimes I just wanna disappear, wanna go away I don't wanna shake your hand, I don't wanna have to fake smiles And conversations 'cause I know they see it in my face I don't wanna fuckin' talk, I just need a fuckin' break I'm not scared of all these shadows, they can't look me in the face I'm not scared of losin' anyone, we all could be replaced, yeah Anxiety breakin' my ambition I don't know where to turn, I feel like something's missin' All of my friends switchin', family look at me different Lately, I'm indecisive, I can't make a decision I don't feel like I wanna die, but I'm not really livin' In my mind, it's a prison, four walls and a ceilin' Facin' consequences for actions and selfish decisions Only thing that was always there for me was my addiction, listen I don't wanna talk to nobody, don't wanna speak, uh Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts and I overthink Sometimes I get lost in the bottle until I sink Sometimes I just feel like this world just isn't for me It feel like it's breaking me to pieces Running out of things and people to believe in It feel like I found all my demons Chasin' all my dreams, yeah It's not what it seems, and it feel like I'm runnin' out of time I just can't decide if I wanna be alive, and it feel like I don't wanna leave, but every day that pass me It's gettin' harder to breathe, and it feel like The ones I needed left me on my own It feel like I'm drivin', swervin', 'bout to lose control It feel like, ayy, maybe I'm just not meant for this place It feel like, uh, I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh) (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no) (Oh-oh, no)