Lost

Im feeling really lost Please tell me when im found Please someone turn this off These voices are so loud I dont wanna live but i dont Wanna die. I dont wanna speak this pain is Eating me inside Im tired of the meds maybe They aint workin right Ill Go to the doctor and give Another one try Always drowning in my mind All these voices always lie Cant breathe anymore Every night i wanna die I cant even cry cuz im strong Enough to fight But i dont wanna try please let Me see the sunshine Always in the darkness Lane is so departed I aint broken hearted Happiness the furthest I cant seem to help it And i know that you cant help It But i wish i never felt it I been Prayin to the lord for a Way i can repel it Issues bleeding from my issues I dont like the feeling They should let me be Somebody come and set me Free Just put a bullet in my chest and Put a smile on my cheeks Wish youd see me suffering Lookin forward to the nothing Yeah Im feeling really lost Please tell me when im found Please someone turn this off These voices are so loud Pushing everyone away because I just feel disgusting Everytime i breathe all these Razor blades are cutting I feel pretty worthless im like What the fucks my purpose Why the fuck am i so nervous Fuck i really wish you heard this All these thoughts im hearing All issues that im fearing Everynight i hate myself but my Solution never nearing Only time that i can think is if i Pour myself a drink Let the demons win again and Knock me right back out of the Ring Physically no pain yeah Mental not ok Im soaked with all these Problems But It aint from the rain You can try to help me but I aint gonna listen Becausw i Dont know nothing Different No I dont need no forgiveness I have to teach myself these Things Or i aint gonna learn Gotta Learn from my mistakes Or i dont know my worth Dont be playin with my nerves It Will only make it worse You just might get hurt Fuck Im put out just to burn Yeah Im feeling really lost Please tell me when im found Please someone turn this off These voices are so loud