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Trying feel this dro Hoping it will ease my mind Needing me some liquor Help stop the hurt inside Thoughts is getting loud Feeling like I'm lost IDK what I'm do To help me keep moving on Man the pressure Building up and I'm guessing Got me feeling so reckless Not feeling connected Ignoring all of these messages Thinking bout my life mission Wait, stop it Telling me I'm awkward IDK if that's factual So I speak rarely, stay cautious Blessings, yeah I caught a few Seems to me the only thing I do Is reach to god when a need a favor Then after that I dismiss him too Growing up man in a small ass city Lower middle case, but we always got past The news where I'm from Man that paper reads red From winter madness to the steady ass flossin Barely catch a vibe if you do then it's partial Trying to find a change, sometimes gets exhausting Pops raised me, did the best he could Tried to give much more Encouraged me to go and see the world Besides the corners we on God damn I was going, until I learned about the family ties Gang culture and the hustling side Fuck exploring better go provide Things will turn you, develop pride Want respect, that's how you thrive Trying feel this dro Hoping it will ease my mind Needing me some liquor Help stop the hurt inside Thoughts is getting loud Feeling like I'm lost IDK what I'm do To help me keep moving on Man the pressure Building up and I'm guessing Got me feeling so reckless Not feeling connected Ignoring all of these messages Thinking bout my life mission The mission is, to do it big Hustle hard, make these ends Roll this dough, watch it bake Watch that rise, protect you plate I just need me a true escape From this pressure yes I create Ignoring calls cause the love is fake Say you care, but when they close them gates It's poof, vamoose Scatter all of those troops The code applied, to that rag that's tied Family fake, dispersing lies Saying that you worthless, beat you down Make you feel like nothing, IDK how to stop the suffering No respect for my father, no bond with my mother All I know is myself, roll something might help Or a pour a glass, from my shelf I don't know who I am, trying to find my calling Find myself, before I loose it all Cuz I hear my demons still calling Trying feel this dro Hoping it will ease my mind Needing me some liquor Help stop the hurt inside Thoughts is getting loud Feeling like I'm lost IDK what I'm do To help me keep moving on Man the pressure Building up and I'm guessing Got me feeling so reckless Not feeling connected Ignoring all of these messages Thinking bout my life mission