Why You Wanna Get Like That

Pure mistakes and heartbreak is the sh*t that made me It's hard to say, but it won't be the same I'm sorry So go ahead hate me, hate me When I threw tantrums y'all threw shade When I threw bars and lyrics y'all threw spades So y'all can dig me enough to shelter my soul in a grave To vanity I am slave, For my blood I am brave To consequences and heart shattering moments I'll face My other girl was expecting and it was hard for her sake Text saying this infant won't be easy to save Will I burn in the fire based on how I behaved In my mind I'm thinking she trynna trap me instead I blame it on the father figure I never had Or half of it was my fault because I never felt sad Either way this heart will moan for a child never bred Why you wanna get like that, huh huh? My eyes itch, tears almost falling down on my face All this fighting inside the house we're all far out of place As I'm about to pursue my dreams I don't know where I'm gonna stay I want it more than she wants to be loved on a Saturday So I put the passion along with my blood, sweat and my tears I'm shit scared, the devil and God both in my ears They both promise me greatness but one speaks out of fear The other saying I need to be patient for like a year, a year nigger? Are you serious? Can you imagine how it must feel To see your peers succeeding and thinking it might be you Thinking that maybe you don't deserve it maybe it's true At the back of your head you know that there's nothing else you can do And the same people you calling your peers are leaving you And you don't wanna be a lie to the ones that believe in you So many sacrifices what else do I have to do Tell me what imma do nigga Why you wanna get like that, huh huh? Fame over night it all took off with a blast Drinking shots straight to the head for sex Were you gonna love me hard if I didn't rap Will you love me even when God calls it wrap Do you love me at all if it ain't too much to ask Type of questions that make you realize what you have And getting flowers is only for those who have passed So when you're frustrated looking for somebody to ask Just look inside my eyes and ask me If I'm still here or am I long gone or will I be the same after you've played this song My fam is in disarray My girl has a lot to say We're close to the finish and it's the price that I have to pay Be careful of what you wish for you might get it today, yeah