I Care

And I can't be happy when I'm alone But I can't have you or I'll lose my soul I have a fear of everything I don't know The unknown yea, the unknown I got heat on me a .450 When she text me I say that I'm busy And loving me has made her so silly She seems to think that she can fix me Fix me, baby can you fix me I know it's impossible but we can hope and dream That our thoughts can go perfectly in-sync But in the end, I'll always go missing And when I'm gone it'll look like I'm not trying But you'll still go and look for me despite me Abandoning you, and I'll know she'll always find me So I say that I trust you but I'm lying It's not fair No matter what I'll try to be here It's hard for me to show you I care And to trust her is my nightmare Better off, better off dead You don't wanna come around here It's hard for me to show you I care I wanna show you that I care, yea cause I care So tell me why you say that you love me Cause it's all lies so I can't just be trusting I know deep inside she finds me disgusting Cause deep inside I find me disgusting She's always confused that I put her above me It's probably cause she don't know that I don't love me Taking drugs and saying I don't need them, but I need it I'm falling too deep, will I ever get out Maybe one or two more wishes but I think I'm all out I'll be stuck forever beyond doubt I'll be stuck forever and I won't break out Just breathe, I just need to breathe Feel the pain, feel the way it's eating me On the other side the grass just ain't green She shows me her why can't I show her me It's not fair No matter what I'll try to be here It's hard for me to show you I care And to trust her is my nightmare Better off, better off dead You don't wanna come around here It's hard for me to show you I care I wanna show you that I care, yea cause I care