When Life Has Lost Its Meaning

Every time when life has lost its meaning And all this darkness around me I'm silent, but inside I can't stop screaming Eyes open wide, but I can't see I write a list of things I love And there's a risk it won't be long But every single word I'm carefully writing down Will make me want to carry on Every time when life has lost its meaning And there is nothing I can do I wanna disappear, give up, I'm leaving But there is nowhere I can go I write a list of things I love And there's a risk it won't be long But every single word I'm carefully writing down Will make me want to carry on I've gotta carry on Every time when life has lost its meaning It's slowly suffocating me I get no air, but even though I'm breathing I'm breaking out of a routine I write a list of things I love And there's a risk it won't be long But every single word I'm carefully writing down Will make me want to carry on I've got to carry on I want to carry on I carry on I carry on Walking in the forest, I was sitting on a beach Watching the horizon, even though it's out of reach And being by the sea has a great effect on me The movement of the water reduces my anxiety Gotta go outside and let the sun caress my face Maybe I'll start swimming, I'll be hanging on all the waves I start writing all my feelings just to get it off my chest I'll find someone to talk to, well, whatever fits the best It's better when I'm reading, and maybe you do too Sit down and slow your breathing, with something to look forward to