Eventually

I've got bad habits I'm tryna fix You haven't even seen the half of it Mm And I don't think you'd want to Ooh I distance myself so it doesn't hurt But I'm still in pain either way Don't know why you give me the time of day Cuz I don't think I'm worth the wait no I don't think you should Get to know me because you're feeling lonely You don't want these problems I'm over-complicated It's hard for me to trust again after what I went through You say you want me but I don't want to believe you So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it Before this begins I already see what's going to happen I think you deserve somebody better than me So I pull away because you'll leave eventually You'll leave eventually Mm ooh Cuz I've got so much baggage I don't have it together I'm flawed and stuck in my ways I get so mad easily I can't agree to disagree I don't admit when I'm wrong You have no clue I ruin everything good I never open up even though I really should Don't wanna disappoint you I'm not the right one I have so many issues You should wanna run You should wanna run Run away, run away no So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it Before this begins I already see what's going to happen I think you deserve somebody better than me So I pull away because you'll leave eventually You'll leave eventually Mm ooh I've been played my heart is not on my sleeve I'm so afraid of putting myself out there Need some time to heal and space to do that I'm not expecting you to wait for me no You should wanna run Run away, run away no So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it Before this begins I already see what's going to happen I think you deserve somebody better than me So I pull away because you'll leave eventually You'll leave eventually Mm ooh