March, 17th

You know before risha died a nigga ain't really know how pain felt Before Henrisha left I remember how that pain felt Even pain pills couldn't take away how that pain felt That's real shit, Long live nuk, Jay too Look, Ain't been to sleep in bout a week i'm steady chasing money I told my ex how could I love her she can't do shit for me I told my niggas in the pen that them packs Coming I lost my auntie die a month ago I'm feeling funny Feeling real funny trying not to cry Never played about my family, They know I'll slang that iron Me and all my niggas cary sticks but we ain't blind Put that metal to his head call that nigga Einstein Damn my auntie Just lost her daughter think she going crazy My uncle falling out in a jail cell that boy can't take it My granny keep crying her eys out I swear I hate it You see me I want revenge yea I fucking said it Get that lajuan they gon hate regardless Fuck it I might buy more jewelry they like I'm a Artist On the gram, When I step you know I step the hardest Mama told me put that money up boy you a target, Damn They don't even know how that pain felt How that pain feel, My ol'boy caught 35 that pain still here Sometimes I catch my mom crying wishing he was here Separation my biggest fear, Losing family my only fear Ralf I want this watch right here I might buy this car cash, Think I want this bitch right here Blowing money on everything Just to shake the way I feel 20 On my neck' Niggas plotting, Probably want me killed 40 On my hip nigga what I'm gone do, I can't let a nigga do me like they did Nuk The day I meet his killer probably make it on the news, And it'll be worth it dawg I ain't Perfect nooo Yea, Get that sack Ha, you know all my L's come with V's attached Yea, Spend that shit today I bet I make it back Can't take that shit back nigga cause it went like that, I hate it went like that I said before Henrisha left I remember how that pain felt Even pain pills couldn't take away how that pain felt, That's real shit