In Hell

With my luck, you'll be dead within the year I've come to expect it There's nothing left to fear, at least there's that Face to face, and at my hands I snowed you in with hydrocodone Layer by layer 'til you disappear Hell is finding someone to love And I can't have you Hell is finding someone to love And I can't see you again Wield you and laid on your side I cried and cried, and at my signal They stopped your heart and then you died And under the fluorescence, another sterile room Where no one ever tells you just how clinical death looks And I can't unsee it, the two shots it took Hell is finding someone to love And I can't have you Hell is finding someone to love And I can't see you again Hell is finding someone to love And I can't feel you Hell is finding someone to love And I can't, I can't