Almost Called You

All of these butterflies turned into bad feelings Things I loved about you turned into my reasons for leaving You're not the same man I knew and I'm pretty different to you I'm never like this but some nights, some nights Got too fucked up and almost called you Thinking like one more time and then I'll block you Ain't that what I always say Then I'll learn the harder way And you'll leave, I'll beg you to stay thinking why'd I do that again? Thinking back to the night I almost called you Might just run away and leave you here You've done it many times so I do not care You can tell your friends whatever you like You know it was you who started this fight Just like the night I almost called you I'm never like this but some nights Got too fucked up then almost called you Thinking like one more time and then I'll block you Ain't that what I always say Then I'll learn the harder way And you'll leave, I'll beg you to stay thinking why'd I do that again Thinking back to the night I almost called you Thinking why'd I always stay Why'd it have to be this way Thinking back to the night I almost called you