Who I Am

Bheka Nothing reminds me of who I am I tried to find him in who I'm not See my type was never in her plans Manje i-MCM yakhe incel' i-quart I used to have dreams about finding dreams Nowadays I'm having dreams about dying dreams I wanna die it seems everybody might agree I gave this shit my all but ain't nobody gave me half of me I need time please, my daughter and I miss this I need time and peace but they offer time-pieces And if that time-piece on your wrist, really is made of ice Can you plеase be kind enough to freezе this? "Uno Momento" I, grew from the ghetto You, knew me as Senzo, now it's dude with the best flow Yah, and everything is free or so I thought But this shit cost me the memories of me, who am I? My mother told me ye balande My mother tells me nothing now My mother gave me many things But it's not right for to be my mother's everything But I think I am, and my brother knows And my sister knows, and I think my father knows I remind me of me, lost myself when I put all my pride on a beat I just had to be dope, get recognized as an eMCee Since all o' y'all are woke, I hope you find me when you sleep I used to write about you, mara outie yam' angisakwazi Ang'sazi how it was, ngathi ngidinga uk'balancwa Used to write about you, but now I think it's strange how You became a stranger, lost in the paintbrush The art was us, the bars was madness Your heart found love, your love found marriage Your friends made friends, your pen met fans You ends then met, you made them dance And this I felt, when I was on the road and I missed myself I said, this I felt, when I was on the road and I missed myself And everything was free or so I thought This shit cost me the memories of me, who am I? Nothing reminds me of who I am I tried to find him in who I'm not See my type was never in her plans Manje i-MCM yakhe incel' i-quart Nothing reminds me of who I am I tried to find him in who I'm not See my type was never in her plans Manje i-MCM yakhe incel' i-quart Nothing reminds me of who I am, yeah Bheka, I look just like how I remember Back when my rhyme book could provide me with answers Back when my lines shook and retired some rappers Manje ngifunana ne-hook ezovala u-December Now I got everybody vibing to the bassline Look I got everybody smiling, but where's mine? Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining life's good I got some money in the bank, boy ang'tefi, how dare I But am I who I wanted to be when I got here Or did I leave who I needed when I got here Am I seeking for reason or is it quite clear That everything changed colour with the dyed hair Yeah, I look just like all I forgot The innocence of Buttabing and the world in my pot Back when everybody was hot And I was looking for a pass, instead of taking my shot Yeah, besabhek'ukuthi ngiflop' Rapping my ass off, and still barely making the crops Steady ngibaqedile bonke, eventually gave me my props Manje sebethi ngiyiboss, ng'bhek' ama-profit and losses He eh, ubani lo? Hay' angimazi mina lomuntu obala imali so All up in the gram, uphila i-life sho But he don't live for his real friends who died for him Hhm, amnesia, kodwa makaya e-studio it's "I need'ya" Hhm, timekeeper, please let him know it's quarter passed leisure Ngoba siyam'dinga Lo ak'siyi le type engathi i-life iyam'lead-a Yeah, kodwa i-waar yinja, ngoba naye makes'bheka ngathi angazi phika Rhaa phoo sies, fok the chankura imsind' inhloko It got dude but a dick and balls I guess time took him, gone I guess I created a beast I made a lot of promises that I can barely keep Like I'ma be by your side in the face of defeat And hold you down, at least 'til they play me a beat, hm Mculo ndini, bhuk' ung'yenzeni I used to be that young dude with a book and a pen On your porch, ngikhokhoda but lutho ungaveli And khani uvula manje, I knew this shit then Yeah, I love you though I know my woman probably thinks I love you more Yeah, and we start arguing And during that I probably say, "Ah, you win" I know, corny shit, call me back I tried to call you, izokhona yini? Yeah, I'm on my Cornor shit You said you'd call, kodwa ang'sa khoni, usa khona yini? Uhm, what's this about? Trying to get to your or the biggest amount Ngicela ungang'doubt-i, I'm still a king Just a lot shit to figure out I need you now