Lover/Loner

Woke up late again 'Cause I couldn't go to sleep 'til 4 a.m. And I'm always stuck in my head Wish I knew what it was like to not be such a mess 'Cause Thursday (Thursday) I'll go out (I'll go out) Drink too much and call someone that I shouldn't now The next day (he next day) I'll wake up and wonder what I was thinkin' Part of me wishes I was someone else While the other part's always narcissistic as hell The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner Saw a picture on my phone That I took of the sky in San Francisco It always seems like the things I miss most Are the ones that feel so simple But Friday (but Friday) I stayed home (stayed home) All are my friends were out tryna get me to go Then feel so (feel so) alone and wonder what I was thinkin' Part of me wishes I was someone else While the other part's always narcissistic as hell The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner (Part of me's depressed) while the other side's happy (Fear of missing out) but I hate going to parties (The angels always tryna fight) the devil on my shoulder (One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner)