Illusions

Tryna find the right way to do the wrong things Feeling gassed up like I'm high off propane Fumes that you give me daily, and I like it Snowing on tables but it's summer No good for me but I know I still want ya Baby baby, I know you think you want it But lemme give you something to worry about 'Cause I got my mind on money and money on my mind Putting my trust in you's like a waste of time The tension building up, you wanna cop a rub Let me know how it tastes Margins close shot of rum to the head She was twice my age, called her baby instead Indulging in anything but the feeling of love And that's because I'm looking for something I know that I will never find Steadily chasing feelings of a high Battling demons hidden in my pride Don't fall for illusions Internal wars Early morning, she's billing up a score Mirror shattered, there's blood all on the floor What happened in the evening or the night before Don't fall for illusions Sonder passage to a place that's unknown Voice so loud that I can't hear the dial tone From my head mistakes and you know I hate it Under the water moonlight shimmers Live in the moment and pray for forgiveness Does it matter because I never mean it Steady within this feeling of reverie Now I need it most of the week, way more than before Sound of the wood creaking name through the floor Kruger creeping in with the sight of his grin Think I'm just fading out Lava moves through the windows below Trouble, shooting my brain, all my limbs moving slow So cozy in all the clouds where I been on my own All along I'm looking for something I know that I will never find Steadily chasing feelings of a high Battling demons hidden in my pride Don't fall for illusions Internal wars Early morning, she's billing up a score Mirror shattered, there's blood all on the floor What happened in the evening or the night before Don't fall for illusions I'm looking for something I know that I will never find Steadily chasing feelings of a high Battling demons hidden in my pride Don't fall for illusions Internal wars Early morning, she's billing up a score Mirror shattered, there's blood all on the floor What happened in the evening or the night before Don't fall for illusions