Yr. Idols

There's truth to the fact that we've never had anything but a far out corner in a far out corner It felt like the world to me then And it did to me now when I wrote that We were cool Yea imagine that Cool enough to have a connection A connect But not really I mean not like those guys We had parties and flags and we went out drinking up there and down We had waves and sounds and we felt like heroes and we slept like morons Waking up in piss covered jeans They told us we sounded like pissed jeans And they meant it Did I mean it I just wanted company More than anything I wanted to be surrounded I met my idols I moved there to meet them I never paid the cover I never had to I was cool I knew where to go and how to meet people and how to find the club I was there when the floor broke and the shower dripped down I was there when they played the worst show and met the bassist I was there when you weren't and you can never be there like I was I was smoking opium and it wasn't fun I mean of course it was fun but I didn't get laid that night I can't remember being me but I know I was me and I can't imagine being anyone else But I hate everyone else Imagine being them Imagine if you were that way I can imagine I went to the wall You spent most your life in the time between times We left all those nights drinking boxed wines When you finish the box you blow up the bag When you blow up the bag you have a pillow When you have a pillow you go to bed and When you go to bed you can start again