Mask

(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat) (Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy) I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time Stare at the celling while I hold back what's on my mind And when they ask me how I'm doing I say "I'm just fine" And when they ask me how I'm doing I say "I'm just fine" But the fact is I can never get off of my mattress And all that they can ask is "Why are you so sad kid?" ("Why are you so sad kid?") That's what the mask is That's what the point of the mask is So you can see I'm trying, you won't see me crying I'll just keep on smiling, I'm good (yeah, I'm good) And it just keeps on piling, it's so terrifying But I keep on smiling, I'm good (yeah, I'm good) I've been caring too much, for so long Been comparing myself for so long Been wearing a smile for so long, it's real So long, it's real, so long it's real Always being judged by a bunch of strange faces Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages But I've been places So I'm okay ish-, so I'm okay ish- Yeah, I'm okay bitch But the fact is I need help, I'm falling all my classes They think that I need glasses I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this) That's what the mask is That's what the point of the mask is So you can see I'm trying, you won't see me crying I'll just keep on smiling, I'm good (yeah, I'm good) And it just keeps on piling, it's so terrifying But I keep on smiling, I'm good (yeah, I'm good) I've been caring too much, for so long Been comparing myself for so long Been wearing a smile for so long, it's real So long it's real, so long it's real So long it's real So long it's real