Alibi

Middle of the summer, but I don't wanna go outside Too busy working, just to get by Don't see my family, they're better off without me I'm better on my own Lately I've been out of control and it's Starting to show, I'm loosing more than you know All my friends are starting to say That I'm loosing my way, that I've changed But I don't need no alibi, no one to tell me wrong from right I can't make no promises, I don't think that you understand I don't love the ocean, I don't love the sun no more I'm tired of the pictures and looking at the clothes you wore Tell me now what's your style, as you fake a smile For the world to see Everybody's laughing, but I'm hiding with the fear inside Smiling for the cameras, as they walk by A picture of envy, feeling so empty There's nothing left inside So I run like my father, get drunk like my mother I do anything to hide But I don't need no alibi, no one to tell me wrong from right I can't make no promises, I don't think that you understand I don't love the ocean, I don't love the sun no more I'm tired of the pictures and looking at the clothes you wore Tell me now what's your style, as you fake a smile For the world to see