Gemini

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah The younger me would be so ashamed that I'm so complacent And adjacent with normalcy that I've been hated Inner voices or inner demons, man I can't place it See I'm the product of bottles dranken' and hoes laid with Still a G-O-D, fuck with my true statements I've been a D-O-G flopped on the cold pavement Summer days, heat waves, I'd rather not even chase it I'd rather off my fucking self and sleep away the hatred And awaken in different places where thinking is encouraged Where souls that were good flourished Where goals weren't important Where shorty's weren't big whoring But, Fuck my Life Pop a brewski, my homies loopy, they watching movies Baked in living rooms but what's the cost of living loosely I fuck my bitch, I do my work, I smile, I drink I'm Gucci Or are the simple things not worth a life as short as movies Say it Truly: I FUCKING HATE MYSELF I said I fucking hate myself For overthinking the way that I do, I'm trapped in my mind And my bro say, "hey dawg is you cool?" For a fact dawg I'm fine Don't you worry, ma. I got you - I'm gon' figure this out But truth be told I think bout life on the couch with a family Pushing a Porsche or a Camry. Learning to bear me or stand me Serving my demons a Plan-B, trapping a beast in a belly Shit on my mind like I'm Melly Nathan you could even tell me Because I'm broken Permanently At least it feels like it Stuck in my mind fighting Nightmares have come nightly But I don't feel too frightened I still walk smooth, lightly Hit my new bitch at seven Slide for me girl, I need ya Put my faith in Latinas Get that bitch wet, Katrina Whatever works to get my mind off my mind Whatever works to lose my sight of the blind Taking my time, in-between I want this shit so fucking bad or go die FUCK Curse of the gemini Couple hoes, one wife Strapped up daily man but peace and love, one time A grand life's for me or do I just want sunshine When cloudy days ease the pain though? Oh my god. Fuck it.